On March 11,
2013, I watched the love of my life walk through those Gates into Paradise
after a 3 ½ year fight with ALS. This truly was the most precious moment of my
life and watching him WIN this fight was as perfect a moment as we will ever
get here on earth. I will talk more about that in another post.
In April, our
Arise Ladies Conference was happening, and truthfully I had no intentions of
going. I was tired and didn’t really want to be around people. I feared that
the Lovely Ladies of our church would want to love on me instead of receiving
the grace of love themselves, also I really didn’t feel like I could cope with
their grief on top of mine…I know, selfish, right??? But as usual, my Life
Group Leader Mary Coffelt, bullied and prodded me into going. She called me and
said “I bought your ticket!” WHAT???!!! I did NOT want to go, and didn’t want
to commit to going…Oh, Lord, what a whiner!
I had already
planned and coordinated giving Kevin’s Power Wheelchair and our Handicap
Accessible van to a man in our church who suddenly needed it. It was a gift to
us, Kevin had no need of it and I couldn’t imagine keeping them. Upon arriving
at the conference, Pastor Rob Longmire told me they were going to present the
van to the wife of the gentleman in need on stage. They wanted me to sit in the
front so they could acknowledge my gift….whatever. I could have stayed in the
back and been just as happy, but ok, I’ll take the second row…WOO HOO!!! Yeah,
and by the way, your life group is going to sit with you too….EVEN BETTER!!!
Ok, So I cried
like a baby when Mitzi got her blessing. Being a part of that and knowing how
blessed she was must be how GOD feels when HE blesses us with surprises. I knew
Kevin was smiling and GOD was pleased at all of our efforts to help this
family. I am still in awe and honored to be used by GOD to make this happen. I
enjoyed her surprise and couldn’t wait to hug her after. All too quickly she was
ushered off the stage and the last thing I remember anyone saying was “Now, let
us introduce our next recipient”…..
WHAT??? I look up
and my daughter’s face is on the big screen, talking…I swear all I could hear
was buzzing….it was like Charlie Brown’s teacher…waa waa waa…..Then Nolan was
on the screen…then my Life Group….it’s all a blur. I am sure Kevin was laughing
at me. It seems that some CRAZY PERSON believes that I am a WOMAN OF COURAGE…I
don’t feel courageous. I just was taking care of my boyfriend, husband and love
of my life, nothing courageous about that. So yeah, ok…blur continues….I was
blessed with a day at the SPA. I remember looking up and seeing Ryan and Brigid
on the stage with me….how did they get there???
And then, Miss Michelle gave me a box. I was afraid that they had taken
Kevin’s rings and did something with them. Surely, they did not. Oh no, they
didn’t. It was a key… a key to a car….Oh boy….Yep, my church family and the
Arise Foundation gave me a new car…well, new to me. A Silver Ford Edge. Big enough to drive my
grandbabies around in. I am amazed…and no indeed, I could never have
imagined this is what GOD prepared for
me because I love HIM. But there it is, in all its glory. Complete with a BIG
RED BOW on it.
Now, I cannot wait for Arise 2014....
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